WHAT SHALL I SAY?

What shall I say -
That you never cared
That you never loved
That you never blessed
That you never lived?

What shall I say-
You were never there
You let me alone
You laughed at me all the while
You mocked my trials?

What sincerely shall I say-
That you far away
That you just sit there
That you can't do anything
Or that you just let things?

What will I say-

You will do nothing
You will let me slip
You won't guide me at all
You will punish me
And show me no way?

Not at all!
For when these questions arise
You I will praise
And you, Lord, will I thank
For you know too well
Why I live,
And care so much
Not to care for me.

I shall say nothing
But sit back
And enjoy your peace, love
And above all
Grace abounding
Forever.